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Friday, May 2, 2014

The Darkness will be Doubly Dark

Sermon – Holden Village
4.27.14
Easter II
Year A

May I begin with a little liturgical public service announcement? The lectionary is the word which names the pattern of scripture that is read in worship each Sunday.  We are brought into unity with other Christian communities as most Catholics, Episcopalians, Presbyterians, Methodists and many other bodies of Christ around the world hear the same bible readings we hear tonight. The lectionary is a three year cycle, year A focuses on the gospel of Matthew, year B on the gospel of Mark and year C on the gospel of Luke. Each Sunday we get a reading from the featured gospel, an Old Testament reading that compliments the gospel, a Psalm (which we sing) that supports the scriptural theme and a New Testament reading that either follows the theme of sometimes we just work our way through a New Testament book for a month or so.

You may or may not know that one gospel account that does not get a designated year and that is the gospel of John – that incredible book is sprinkled throughout all three of the lectionary years and is heavily used after Easter and into the summer months.  So, beginning in Advent – the beginning of the church calendar we entered Year A – the gospel of Matthew and will stay in that year until the end of November when the liturgical year ends and begins again with the gospel of Mark.

Why am I telling you this? Because we have arrived at one of the few Sundays when the texts are always the same, from Year A to B to C – every year on the first Sunday after the resurrection of Jesus we have these texts.  And really, they are a big ‘ole killjoy!  This Sunday is often referred to as Doubting Thomas Sunday, focusing on the questions and needs for this one disciple to believe in the resurrection of his friend and Rabbi.  Given the time of year, and the abundant beauty of our worship space – it feels as though we should still have stories in the garden, people running freely and yelling joyfully “He is Risen!”  Instead we have the disciples, terrified, hiding in a locked and darkened room.

This move of the lectionary, which brings us from the high of Eastern morn and immediately into the reality of what resurrection really means in for our daily living feels jarring…it also feels real.  When Becky was transforming the ReReDos into their Easter glory, she astutely commented that the deep, Lenten purple would not be easily hidden, it just kept bleeding through to give our Easter white a  dose of reality.  The promises of God were certainly fulfilled on Easter, and they are laid over our real, scarred, terrifying existence.  The white is so true it will not erase the purple of our lives, but transform it into something new.  

And so every year we have the very candid disciples,. ..wondering how the empty tomb will now alter or even derail life as they once knew it.  The promises of God are not all Easter lilies and high holy hymns, the promise of God come out of darkened caves and into our locked rooms.

The gospel writer, John is always telling us what time of day it is.  And for John – the cover of dark is a large part of the entire gospel story.  Nicodemus comes to ask questions of Jesus at night,  Jesus walked on the stormy waters after evening had fallen and even  the betrayal and arrest of Jesus happened in the dark.  This is the season of white, of brilliant and dazzling hope.  And yet our gospel story has pulled us into a darker place…a locked room at nightfall. 

Time article promoting Barbara Brown Taylor’s new book,  recommended by Sue Wilson…
It is 10:45 on a Sunday night when Barabara Brown Taylor sets off from her front porch.  The light in her northern Georgia farmhouse are off, the chickens have been cooped, and her husband Ed has cleaned the kitchen and gone upstairs to bed.  A waning moon will not rise for hours.  Time for a walk.  Most spiritual seekers spend their lives pursuing enlightenment.  But this Easter-tide, Taylor is encouraging believers and nonbelievers not only to seek the light but to face the darkness too, something that 21st century Americans tend to resist.  For the past four years, the popular 62-year-old preacher has explored wild caves, lived as if blind, stared into her darkest emotions and, over and over, simply walked out into the night.  The reasons, she says, are that contemporary spirituality is too feel-good, that darkness holds more lessons that light and that contrary to what many of us have long believed, it is sometimes in the bleakest void that God is nearest.
On a very practical level, she says, we pay a high price to shut out the darkness.  We glue our eyes to screens by day, while electric light hampers our ability to sleep at night.  Then, when we lie awake with all our fears, we turn to solitaire or to sleep aids to cope.  Our spiritual avoidance of the dark may be even more dangerous.  Our culture’s ability to tolerate sadness is weak.  As individuals, we often run away from it.  “We are supposed to get over it…do whatever it takes to become less sad,” she says.  “Turning in to darkness, instead of away from it, is the cure for a lot of what ails me.  Because I have a deep need to be in control of things…to do it all without help—and you can’t do any of that in the dark.”

Reading this article led to reflection on the physical darkness we experience in the village– sometimes on purpose, sometimes accidentally.  We know the darkness of power outages, we know the seasonal darkness of the sun staying hidden behind the mountain peaks and the lengthening of nighttime in the heart of the winter.  We also know darkness which we invite – each Friday night when the worship space is transformed into a darkened room.  Why is the absence of light such an effective way of centering our thoughts and prayers, helping us to relax into prayer or meditation, clinging to promises spoken out in the darkness.  Does it take the presence of darkness to help our honest tears flow, or our need to save face finally collapse?

Or how about the stages of darkness we live through.  Transitions, unknowns, strained relationships, personal failures, disease or injustice…darkness comes in all sorts shades and concentrations.   And it is most often in these times of darkness, when everything else that so easily distracts us or distorts our spiritual living falls away, and we are forced to lean on our faith instead of our own understand. 

Back to that locked room and the disciples…Thomas is asking for signs of faith he can see and touch.  Thomas comes to the darkened room, travelling in fear in the evening and hears about the resurrected Jesus.  He gets what we, contemporary disciples get, a second hand account of the story without the flesh.  He makes an honest statement of what he spiritually needs and is forever cast as “doubting Thomas” in the legacy of the church.  Could his doubt be renamed honesty…or a cry for help? In the dark he calls out for what he needs to help his unbelief, to help his sense of God’s presence, to understand what the resurrection will mean as he moves forward in life. 

The gift of faith comes to Thomas in the form of the risen Jesus.  Jesus appears in the dark room, and speaks a word of peace.   Perhaps the gift of faith comes to us more profoundly in the dark because that is where we need it the most.  The seasons of light are the seasons where we have more answers and feel more self-sufficient and who needs faith when all is well? Seasons of darkness are the seasons that crack us open, reminding us of our need for everlasting Love and unfailing mercy.  In the dark we can hear the voice of the risen Christ saying to us, “Peace be with you” even when we are locked in our dark rooms for fear of all we do not know or understand.

Martin Luther speaks of faith this way, “Faith is a divine work in us. It changes us and makes us to be born anew of God (John 1). It kills the old Adam and the old Eve and makes altogether different people, in heart and spirit and mind and powers, and it brings with it the Holy Spirit…Faith is a living, daring confidence in God’s grace, so sure and certain that a person would stake their life on it a thousand times.[i]

We are children of God who call upon faith, not in the times of light, but in times of darkness.  That is where we look to God, walk in faith, through the darkness we cannot navigate on our own! The darkness corrects our ways of self-sufficient living and allows us to surrender to the God of life and light-  in the darkness we confess our doubts, our failures and because of this risen Christ we are generously led to faith in God.
Spend time in the physical darkness, and face the inner and surrounding darkness of your life and this world.  For the risen Christ is there, waiting to speak that word of peace and to bring faith.  Our seasons or experiences of darkness will not ultimately be defined by the darkness itself, but they will meet the resurrected Jesus and therefore, be forever transformed, new ways of understanding and living will come with this life of faith.  Wrestle with your emotional darkness and listen for the voice of God which speaks words of life and light. 

Barbara Brown Taylor says this: New life starts in the dark.  Whether it is a seed in the ground, a baby in the womb, or Jesus in the tomb, it starts in the dark.

Christ is risen! He is risen indeed.  Alleluia! 

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